Looking back on my life, I recently realized that something fundamental had changed since passing into the new Creation on December 17, 2016. I am not at all the same person and the world around me is not the same, either — or at least my perception of it has fundamentally changed, even if it seems to same to those I can observe operating in it. I am definitely “in the world but not of it” anymore.
In anticipating this shift from one Creation to the next, the Hosts had said:
“The “set” will close down and be replaced by another. This means that all of the parallel realities that you have been exploring will terminate and be replaced by a new insertion point into a whole other “set” of possibilities.
There is always a single “seed” point that marks the beginning of some process.” (from “The Merging of Realities”)
I think this is why I felt alone on the stage the day after the shift to the new Creation had taken place. I was experiencing myself as that “seed point” at the beginning of the process that continues to unfurl even now. The Hosts also had something to say about the process itself and how it will differ from one individual to another (my emphasis):
“We cannot speak in detail of your individual paths or experiences, because you are all unique and your explorations and preferences will be unique. We can only speak in general terms, as you will only discover the exact nature of your life as you live it. That will still be true at all levels of reality, as even the Creator likes to be surprised. That is why the Creator plays hide-and-seek with Itself through Its many forms. There is always a mystery unfolding, and one never reaches the end.
… Each point in the Creation is like a “seed” in a fractal. It becomes a site through which the Creator can unfold itself endlessly, creating new branches as it grows. You are each one of those seed-points, and you are each a co-creator with the Creator, directly unfolding a particular exploration of reality from within you. … In the end, you must experience it before you will “know” it, but we share these pictures with you now to give you a vision of “things to come” that you can hold in your hearts and minds and that will sustain you through the years of transition that lie directly ahead.
… You are being lifted out of your mundane experience by your ability to respond to the incoming frequencies of light. You built yourself to be able to do this at the appointed time. It is encoded in your cells, in your cellular memory. That is why you cannot “earn” your way onto Terra.
… Life is a constantly unfolding journey, and that will not change when you get to Terra. You will continue to explore your own unique expression, but in conscious harmony with the whole. Your own creative impulses and curiosity will spur you on. You will neither be “bored to death” or numbed by perfection. Rather, you will finally be totally free to create, and what you create will be your own branch of the Creation.” (from “A Guided Tour of Terra”)
Looking back on how I have been in the past, I noticed that I always had “one foot out the door,” as if poised to leave at any given moment. I never really put roots down anywhere, even though I lived many years in a given location. It was if I was always waiting for something to show up. I lived this way for as long as I can remember, but that, too, came to an end when I entered the new Creation. I no longer feel I am waiting for anything in particular to show up, and indeed I no longer feel I am waiting for anything at all. Instead, I am experiencing being in a spaciousness of some kind, with plenty of room for me to explore within it. As I described it in the previous post, it has a milky, color-that-is-not-a-color that is almost blue, but seen as though through a mist.
Both of us have been having heavy clearings during the past week and more, and we both feel like there is a pronounced acceleration taking place behind the scenes. I have been hearing the music from Moana in my head, and it was so dominant, I asked why it was there. I was told that is was acting as a “screen” experience, so I would focus on that, instead of what was going on behind the scenes. The music always lifts my spirits, but I confess I had a fleeting curiosity about what was going on behind the scenes, and then I let it go.
Today, I became aware that something wonderful is coming. Although I don’t know what it is or when it will become known for what it is, I also sense that there is a long journey ahead and instead of expecting to leave at any moment, I now find myself willing to and expecting to “go the distance,” hence the name of this article. I do not find myself waiting for some event or a particular signal anymore. I am fully engaged with the journey AS a journey, the process AS a process. I know others have already been living this way, but for me, this is quite new.
There is another feature to this new experience that surprises me when it happens. I become very frustrated and annoyed to the point of wanting to seize control when I encounter the typical 3D malfunctions.
For example, I sent off our tax returns via Priority Mail so I could track their progress and see when they were delivered. The state tax return was delivered just fine and on time. The federal return got to the destination ZIP code and then disappeared into an indefinite “delivery delayed” status that still hasn’t been resolved, more than a week after it was supposed to be delivered.
When I realized that there was a lot of sensitive information inside that envelope (which could help someone commit identity theft), I became frustrated and anxious to find out what had happened to it, so I spent over an hour on the phone, waiting to talk to someone about the missing package (who then filed a report about it) and while I was waiting, I filed an online “missing mail” complaint.
No one could tell me what happened to it, despite checking in several ways, other than “this happens a lot” because seasonal workers are hired to handle the returns for only part of the year and they aren’t always either reliable or well-trained. Finally, one woman from the post office in that city actually called me the next day to reassure me that the package had indeed been picked up. The tracking still shows it as being in limbo, but when she told me that it HAD been picked up, I relaxed and went on with my life in my usual calm state.
Most of the time, I practice a lot of “bluejay medicine,” and magical things happen as a result of being flexible instead of operating out of habit. Life takes on a magical quality that makes it easier to “go with the flow” and enjoy life as it naturally occurs. I have downloaded lots of tutorials to teach me the skills I want to learn and am looking forward to opening myself to new understandings and a growing feeling of competency as a result. I am just finishing up an edit on a book about the coming “internet of cars” that will be part of the elites’ intended new paradigm, and two of my other clients have just told me they will have two other books for me to work on this coming week and the one after that, so life has suddenly become full and busy with mundane things that still manage to bring me pleasure and enjoyment, not to mention income to help pay the bills.
However, I find that I am able to do all of these things without actually re-engaging with 3D if I am careful to not push and I monitor my energy levels, as well as structure my time as needed. I feel like I am floating much of the time, and yet am becoming skilled at operating within that state. It feels like there is much more coming, but this ability to remain flexible and fully present is central to being able to operate both efficiently and without strain or stress. I am finally sleeping better, too. Being at peace with the journey AS a journey makes it easier to trust things to unfold naturally.
The idea of setting goals seems foreign, now. Instead, what I do is consciously open myself to the journey, maintain a certain healthy curiosity toward whatever may show up next, and be true to myself at every step of the way. There is so little left in 3D that calls me, and yet life is quite enjoyable just as it is, so I feel settled in my seat, ready and willing to “go the distance,” and see what it brings as it shows up, day after day, week after week.
I couldn’t relate to Christmas last year and I can’t relate to any of the holidays anymore. Valentine’s Day is next week, and I can’t relate to that, either. Instead, every day has its gifts and I am both grateful and open to receive whatever is mine to receive. I am still able to operate here and will do so for as long as that is necessary, but I also know that I am being re-created in situ, that I am becoming something different, right where I am. Going the distance doesn’t mean getting to Midway. It means following the path of my life, all the way to Terra and beyond, and there is nothing that can prevent that from happening. It is written and so it shall be.