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May 30, 2016

The Nature of “reality”—Summing Up

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In looking back on what I have written so far, two things stand out for me. One is that nearly everything that has been taught through the Judeao-Christian heritage is the product of humans who were trying to sort out their version of reality from the perspective of being in separation consciousness. When one is in full connection with Infinite Beingness, everything is seen correctly and these perceptual errors do not occur.

That perceptual flaw is not restricted to the Judeo-Christian heritage. We can see it in the beliefs that were/are part of other traditions. The Greeks and Romans, the ancient Egyptians—they all viewed themselves as victims of the vicissitudes of their created pantheon of gods. They prayed to those gods, made sacrifices to those gods, all in an effort to influence them and obtain their favor.

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Even in the Eastern traditions, which at least present the possibility of humans attaining something called “enlightenment,” there is still belief in external powers that must be honored and propitiated. When I was initiated into Transcendental Meditation, I was required to bring flowers and fruit as an offering to a photo of someone I didn’t know, but was apparently connected with that spiritual practice. It felt “off” to me at the time, but it seemed to be required so that I could receive my mantra (which I also had to pay for, BTW).

I have seen many videos and movies of religious celebrations in which various figures or statues are paraded through the streets, decked with flowers or surrounded by exploding firecrackers, paint balls, or other symbolic enhancements. I could never understand these examples of worshipping objects. They were just objects to me and they symbolized nothing as far as I was concerned.

The ideas of sin, karma, re-incarnation, divine judgment, rewards and punishment are all products of humans trying to sort out their thinking regarding the experience of separation consciousness. Not only that, but some humans attain power over others as a result of that kind of thinking. Just as healers need people to be ill in order to heal them, spiritual leaders need people to be in separation consciousness in order to lead them and take away their spiritual ills, such as their alleged karma. It’s all a fiction, but most people live in a kind of trance and accept it as “reality.”

The bottom line of my thinking on this is that we have not and never have been disconnected from Infinite Beingness, but it apparently has made for a much richer range of possible experiences to believe that we are separated from that which creates us and all of the convoluted behaviors that stem from that erroneous belief. However, when one is back in full connection consciousness, everything is seen correctly as being perfect and in its proper place within the larger whole.

The other thing is that — in that experience of separation consciousness, humans had formed a co-dependent relationship with that which creates us. We wanted It to care about us in a very personal way, and our self-esteem rose or fell according to how well we felt we measured up to Its expectations of us.

Those imagined expectations were the product of millennia of human thought, and were scripted to occur, but they were not “truth” with a capital T. It came as a great surprise to me when I experienced the godhead, the elohim, and my Oversoul, and they didn’t seem to really care very much about any of what they were creating. They had only the mildest interest in their creations and certainly did not have any expectations of them, whatsoever.

However, individualized aspects of Infinite Beingness not only have personalities, they also have feelings and emotions. They DO express caring, although when one is beyond having any fear, that caring is what a former colleague of mine called “dispassionate compassion.” It is compassion without any attachment to any particular outcome. It is a sort of “standing with” someone through their experience, rather than wishing for them to have a different experience than the one they are having. As I have said, it all serves, and in full connection consciousness, everything is seen as serving its purpose perfectly. Its purpose is known as part of the experience of seeing it.

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The love I feel coming from the Hosts is totally unconditional. They care about me, and if I stray from my path in any way, I receive a “course correction” from them, but in no way is there any implied threat that, if I do NOT follow their instruction, I will be punished in some way. I respect and love them, and recognize that they have a wisdom that I don’t have access to at present, so I accept my chastisement with grace and gratitude for their being my “eyes” while I am still blindfolded.

Likewise, the immense love I have experienced from Christ also had no conditions, i.e. that he would only love me if I met certain expectations or requirements. Just the opposite, in fact. When he fully entered my body and allowed me to see others around me the way he saw them, I wept for hours afterward because of how it felt to emanate that degree of pure love toward others. It was like a homecoming of some kind, only I was coming home to people that I really did not know.

I had another glimpse of what it will be like when in full connection again when I was a research subject in the groundbreaking biofeedback research being conducted by Dr. Joe Kamiya at Langley Porter Neuropsychiatric Institute in San Francisco, CA in 1966. He had told me that it wasn’t possible to attain a pure alpha state, but in the fourth session, I did so and attained the satori state (in Zen Buddhism, the state of sudden indescribable intuitive enlightenment) For three days I realized that, everywhere I went, there were no strangers. I felt at home and safe with everyone I saw. I “knew” them in a profound way, but could not have told you any details about them, such as their favorite ice cream flavor.

However, my untrained nervous system couldn’t maintain the state, and for two months afterward, I had all of the symptoms of the negative aftermath of an LSD experience: hallucinations, paranoia, and only feeling safe with certain people with whom I had formed a bond. In manipulating my mind to create the alpha state, I had also altered the biochemistry of my brain in the same way that LSD would have done, only I had not taken any drug of any kind.

Sometime later, I attended a free lecture about Transcendental Meditation and could not relate to all of the descriptions about the nadis and meridians, but when the speaker was talking about Cosmic Consciousness as a state in which there were no strangers, I was galvanized into taking up TM practice, but after 8 years I hit a wall and stopped doing it. I now “listen within” almost all of the time, and my life has become my meditation practice.

The idea of the script has some interesting implications, also. As I saw in my experience of my Oversoul, there was sequence, but nothing was going anywhere or learning anything. Certain things had to precede other things, but it was for the pure experience of it, not to “progress” spiritually. According to Savizar (one of the two walk-ins that made up the third team in the Extraterrestrial Earth Mission effort), the belief that we have to “earn or learn our way out of here” is part of what he called “the karmic educational system.”

He said that, after plummeting down from our vastness to find us in these relatively tiny bodies, some of us concluded that we had made a mistake and asked for the ships to come rescue us and take us out of here. (I think many of us, including me, felt that way at one time or another.) There are entire groups of Buddhists who believe that they are helping humanity escape the wheel of re-incarnation through their prayers and prayer wheels, but that, too, is just a system of beliefs, created by humans in separation consciousness. We are HERE because our Oversoul created us to be here and to have the experiences we are having while we are here.

If the script is what we are “written” to experience and certain things must occur before others (sequence), then the ultimate outcome (the totality of what is supposed to be attained through the script) determines what must come before it, in order to attain that outcome. It is the accumulation of effects during the execution of the script that brings us to where it is we are supposed to get to. It is all built into the script, and the outcome is already known before the incarnation takes place. That means that the destination defines the journey required to attain it. In a sense, the “future” (the destination) determines our “present” and our “past” (what we went through to get to the present).

I’d like to conclude with a passage from the Message, “A Guided Tour of Terra,” p.87-88 in The Collected Works:

“You are being lifted out of your mundane experience by your ability to respond to the incoming frequencies of light. You built yourself to be able to do this at the appointed time. It is encoded in your cells, in your cellular memory. That is why you cannot “earn” your way onto Terra.

You made the choice for that destination before you came into your present vehicle. If someone appears to be “missing the mark,” or not “getting the message,” consider the possibility that they are that way by their own soul’s choice. There are no accidents. Everything is being coordinated from the highest levels of your being, but as we said before, the Creator loves to be surprised, so you will only discover what you “planned” to do as it unfolds from within you across time. (Time is what keeps everything from happening at once, you know.)

Life is a constantly unfolding journey, and that will not change when you get to Terra. You will continue to explore your own unique expression, but in conscious harmony with the whole. Your own creative impulses and curiosity will spur you on. You will neither be “bored to death,” or numbed by perfection. Rather, you will finally be totally free to create, and what you create will be your own branch of the Creation.”

Love to all,
Traveler
traveler@anunorthodoxview.com

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21 Comments on “The Nature of “reality”—Summing Up

Linda
May 30, 2016 at 5:06 PM

Great write up, addresses so much of the attitudes, beliefs, perceptions not only of the past, but the present, for most. It does all come down to separation consciousness, that is a very plausible explanation. Humans like to point fingers at government, corporations, bankers, etc, but, when pointing fingers, there are always three pointing back at you. Looking in the mirror, looking at what you believe and why, what your actions are, how you spend your energy, dollar, what you want for yourself, all good things that aren’t as easy as pointing fingers or following unquestioned traditions.

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Traveler
May 30, 2016 at 8:30 PM

Linda,

Yes, that’s the co-dependent part of things — always looking outside of ourselves for something when it’s ourselves we need to look at, to see our contribution to how things are. Thanks for your comment!

Love,
Traveler

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Janice
May 30, 2016 at 6:01 PM

These posts are so clarifying for me. They fill in nooks and crannies to make a more cohesive understanding. Thank you very much, fellow traveler.

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Traveler
May 30, 2016 at 8:28 PM

Janice, I am glad you find them helpful. I haven’t known exactly what I was doing (for whom I was writing or why), so it’s nice to get feedback like yours. I am not sure where I will go next with this, but I am sure something will show up and then I’ll know what to do when it does.

Love,
Traveler

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Carlos
June 1, 2016 at 5:37 AM

I agree with Janice. The blog feels like a “summing up” of sorts, like bringing everything together and fits in nicely with the current process of finishing school.

I also now better understand the counsil of HOH to leave all religions, traditions and beliefs behind. Even the end of the old forums and OT site make sense as I am sure many of us were even attached to them.

Interesting times!

Thank you fellow traveler.

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Traveler
June 1, 2016 at 7:11 AM

Carlos,

I do feel we are in “finishing school” and both my husband and I are feeling a strong movement forward, past everything we had oriented to in the past, including the OT site and forums. It seems that we are dissolving everything of our old life and yet the new forms have not fully formed up yet, so we are in a period of inner change and I don’t know how long it will go on, except this morning I woke up and had a strong sense of “we are in it now,” meaning that we are IN the effects of that capsule I saw that intensifies and culminates with a burst of some kind in mid-August.

When I created this post (“Summing Up”), I remembered when the Hosts gave me the 11th Message (also called “Summing Up”) back on July 10, 1999. I thought back then that they had said all there was to say, and it was almost a year (June 21, 2000) before they stepped forward again with a new Message. Right now, I have posted about going through a shift (“Shifts Happen”) and am still going through it, so I don’t know how much content I will be able to offer until something shows up as being worth talking about. This morning I only have the sense of forward movement and the speed is such, it almost makes me dizzy.

When I asked to see “The Mind of God,” one of the things I noticed was that there was a lot of waiting for things to emerge and that there was no way of anticipating when they would. That’s what it seems like for me today. I am waiting for the next thing to emerge and I don’t know what it will be or when it will arrive. I just know that there is ALWAYS a “next step.”

Love,
Traveler

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Stefan
June 1, 2016 at 11:12 AM

Thank you again for your posts. I gained a much broader perspective of “How It Is” and I am so happy with it (this perspective was there all the time, it just was buried somehow. Recently I was initiated by an Indian spiritual master and all the time this felt “off” somehow, but there was some kind of love energy I got from him, interestingly very conditional, when I stayed on “course”, that means meditating, going to the local meditation group in the name of the master and repeating secret supposedly holy words (I found them on the internet) it was there, and when I did not this love energy wasn’t there. When I read your much broader perspective this love energy from the master vanished and instead I felt and feel my own genuine power. I am still slipping back to the old thought patterns like (“ummh, maybe I should “turn” back to the master”). And the deception (from my personal perspective, for other people this masters seem to have another meaning) is ocurring on such a high level, because the people are picked up by their feeling of lonelyness and desperateness and are given an indirect access to infinite beingness, when they follow what the masters say. Additionally the meditation technique seems to be very advanced, because it is an meditation to experience the “divine light and sound stream” and the masters seem to really make a huge positive difference in peoples lives. But if you get behind the conditionality of it it feels soooo off.

While I write here I realize what a big thing this is. I am thankful to have this space here to write this here, because while I write I sense how violated I feel by this. And my living mate who is initiated since centuries absolutely does not get my point, he thinks that it is such an good opportunity to get unity with god.

At the moment I feel very concious but I am also anxious, that I am getting unconcious again and think toughts I do not want to think.

I would like to put it public somehow but I am also afraid to mess with a “spiritual master”. There is no valuable criticism there about this master.

On sunday there is the next meeting for meditation I am not sure what to do. Not going is not an option, and not telling anyone neither.

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Traveler
June 1, 2016 at 12:16 PM

Stefan, thank you for sharing all of that. The only thing I can say in return that wouldn’t get into a whole discussion about how people give their power away to religious leaders of all kinds and in all kinds of practices is to remind you that the Hosts have said that when something feels “off,” TRUST that feeling!

One thing I found interesting in my studies of the Judeo-Christian heritage was that, back in Biblical times, the Jews had to have intercessors (the high priests) because they were told that they could not approach “God” directly. After the Jews were scattered to other lands, things evolved to a form of mysticism where people like my mother felt very comfortable talking directly to God. Rabbis were considered spiritual leaders who interpreted the scriptures and laws and made decisions as de facto judges in their communities, but they did not intercede anymore. Anyone could approach God directly, with or without the help of the rabbi.

On the other hand, many of the earliest Christians practiced direct communication with Deity, a practice known as “gnosticism,” which means “direct knowing.” After the Roman Emperor Constantine held the Council of Nicea, Gnostics were perceived as a threat to those who wanted to establish themselves as the only authority and having all of the power over the early church, and almost all of the Gnostic writings were destroyed. It wasn’t until the discovery of the scriptures at Nag Hammadi in 1945 that they surfaced again. After Constantine established Christianity as the official religion of Rome, around 1000 AD Charlemagne established the Church of Rome as THE “Catholic church” and today Catholics need intercessors in the form of the hierarchy of priests that begins with the Pope and goes downward through the ranks from there. They can’t approach Deity directly.

In my opinion, ANY religious leader who says that you can’t have direct access to Infinite Beingness/God is doing so because that’s what maintains their position of power and authority, and keeps YOU mired in separation consciousness and its attendant feeling of powerlessness. It also perpetuates your dependency on the religious leader to interceded on your behalf, which also perpetuates your feelings of powerlessness and low self-worth: “I am so lowly that I need someone else to intercede for me, because I am not entitled to such access.” Not true! The so-called master you describe is certainly not someone I would trust or turn to for help.

You are going to ultimately have to be true to yourself, regardless of whether your housemate or anyone else agrees with what that translates to for you. In the interest of household harmony, you could tell your housemate that you don’t share his perspective and would prefer to not attend the meditations because of your own beliefs, but that you accept his beliefs as being valid for him. I don’t think there is any good in not being true to yourself, even to please others. There are consequences either way — from doing something and from NOT doing it. There is no escaping consequences/outcomes, so you must decide what is true for you and honor it.

BTW, the entire practice called Eckenkar is based on sound and light, and its founder (Paul Twitchell) studied under two teachers, one with the surname of Singh, indicating an adherent to the Sikh religion. You might want to do some research on Eckenkar, including the references to it as a cult and as a spiritual hoax. There is no lack of people who claim to hold the key to enlightenment, but what evidence do they give that they have attained it themselves? Conditional love (“my way or the highway”) is hardly the mark of an enlightened being, and enlightened beings don’t withhold their love if you don’t follow them and do what they say.

“The guru must always self-destruct” is a hallmark of enlightened beings. The Hosts awakened us to our path, and then they gradually pulled back and encouraged us to become more self-reliant (wall pop) and move toward being their peers instead of their students. Ram Dass was sent away from his guru for precisely that reason. Gurus who encourage ongoing dependency are charlatans, in my opinion, and the one you went to sounds like he falls into that class.

Love,
Traveler

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Stefan
June 1, 2016 at 11:14 AM

Oh sorry could you please move my post to a own thread, I accidentally posted it as an answer to an existing one. Thanks!

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Traveler
June 1, 2016 at 12:18 PM

I don’t think I can do that, or if I can, I don’t know how. In a reply to John Afton, I have replied to my own comment on purpose, as a way of following up on what I had previously said. I don’t think it’s a problem for anyone here.

Love,
Traveler

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Stefan
July 9, 2016 at 2:33 AM

Traveler,

What do you think about the chakra and kundalini system? I read several articles about these energy systems also seem to be also part of the manipulations the interlopers did to us.

http://thecarlafoxblog.blogspot.de/2013/02/the-chakra-system.html
http://thecarlafoxblog.blogspot.de/2013/02/chakra-removal.html
http://thecarlafoxblog.blogspot.de/2013/02/chakra-extras.html

When this is true, this is so sick 🙁
I think about getting rid of these energy systems if they aren’t serving me anyway anymore.

Love,
Stefan

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Traveler
July 9, 2016 at 10:12 AM

Stefan, I glanced at the first two of those articles and do not resonate with them, whatsoever. It may be HER truth, but it most certainly is not mine and it does not jibe with my experience doing body work and energy healing. It also does not fit for those of us who are having our cellular memory cleansed at this time.

I HAVE seen a LOT of “cording” of chakras, however. Cording produces many of the effects she is talking about. Back during the time of the radio show forums, a lot of people were corded by the entities who work through Patricia Corti, and Laura had to do a cord removal for them. I became aware that I was being corded when I watched one of Corti’s videos and immediately clicked off. I am also able to cut my own cords that I have received from others, but more recently I simply asked my upstairs team to remove them, which really helped.

The bottom line is that I do not agree with her description of the origins or purpose of the chakras, the meridians, the various bodies at the different densities, OR her description of this as the 4th dimension, on our way to the 5th dimension. From what I HAVE found out, the chakra system still exists at 4th density, but the colors are different. For example, our first chakra is red in 3rd density; the first chakra in 4th density is magenta. As for the rest of her “matrix” beliefs, the Hosts have said that the interlopers disconnected most of the strands of our DNA and that was being repaired. The DNA (not the chakras or meridians) is where the light fibrils communicate with everything else. See Alex Grey’s art for a depiction of the complex web of energy in which we move and have our being. I find it a little weird to look at people without their skin on, but his depictions do show the nature of this system that connects us to everything else.

You seem to be drawn to things that are challenging your beliefs right now, and I think that is part of YOUR “finishing school” experience. It will pass.

Love,
Traveler

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Traveler
July 9, 2016 at 2:25 PM

After I posted the above, I went to take my shower, preparatory to our going into town today to do our weekly shopping trip. When I got into the shower, I noticed that was a swirling nebulous cloud of really icky energy handing around in front of my solar plexus/third chakra, so I dissolved and neutralized that and was fine. It never entered me, but from that I concluded that this woman (Carla Fox) is disseminating some really icky energy and I don’t think she is aware that she is doing that.

I feel moved to also say that, if she really DID remove her chakras and meridians (as she claims), she would have become what my massage school called “an activated shell,” meaning “no one home,” empty, devoid of intelligent life. I don’t think she has done what she thinks she has done, and I don’t think she realizes who is using her for their purposes.

It’s all very complex, and the bottom line is that I wouldn’t put any weight on what she is saying in those blog entries. It simply doesn’t ring true.

Love,
Traveler

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Stefan
July 9, 2016 at 7:31 PM

Traveler, thank you for your answer. I am sorry for linking to such material. Indeed very icky energy, it had entered me and only my upstairs team could help me with it, thank you up there! I felt like I could never be myself again.
Lesson learned about mindlessly surfing the internet and what is mine and what is not. Thank you universe for this slap!
What you say about cording sounds interesting, maybe I have issues with it.
I like the art of Alex Grey. There is no question left about the chakras :-).

Maria, I am totally with you.

Love,
Stefan

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Traveler
July 9, 2016 at 8:36 PM

Stefan, ask your upstairs team to remove and and all cords between you and anyone else, and to fill the openings with love. You should feel a difference within 24 hours if you were carrying any of those. For what it’s worth, cords always attach to chakras, both in front and on the back. That’s why they can cause the effects they cause. Which chakras are involved is an indication of the issues being played on.

Love,
Traveler

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Stefan
July 13, 2016 at 3:01 PM

Dear Traveler,

Thank you for your tip with the cording. I asked my upstairs team to remove my cords and fill the holes with love and it is interesting how much this has affected me. I am now aware, that a mate in this living community where I live (he is also the one who brought me to this “spiritual master”) constantly tries to cord me on my 2nd chakra when we talk. He does not seem to be aware of this. There seems to be some entity acting through him.

Today a woman from the meditation group visited me, I had invited her to pick up the material I don’t need anymore, so she could use it again (it was quite a lot). While she was here I felt my 2nd chakra very active and picking up some emotion like “it’s so sad that I am not part of the meditation group anymore, maybe I should go back”. After she went away I was able to dissolve the energy and was fine again.

When I left the meditation group 1-2 month ago I got an email from another woman from there telling my that it would be a pity, that I am not attending the meditations anymore. So I told her, that I couldn’t identify anymore with the teachings and that I entirely want to quit the connections with this movement. On the next morning I had a dream in the morning, where I sat with 2 other guys (who were of my “faction”) somewhere in nature. Suddenly out of nowhere 4 guys who looked like special police forces took me and installed something looking like underpants which also covered my 2nd chakra and drilled something into it. This happened at about the time the email came in, I read a few hours later. Maybe this was an implant, some days ago there was something very nasty was moving out of my 2nd chakra.

Additionally I thought: what did this “master” did at the initiation? And found an implant which needed to be removed, so I did and some thoughts of seeing the “master” as superior vanished.

When I combine this facts, I could come to the conclusion that there is an energetic ponzi scheme at work, or I have gone completely nuts.

I understand that my upstairs team helped me to resolve the existing cordings. But what about new cordings? Should I just let it happen and watch it conciously? Or should I block it?

To all the other travelers: If you feel you might have issues with cording try what Traveler has told me.

Love,
Stefan

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Stefan
July 13, 2016 at 3:04 PM

Ooops, the dream came with the next answer I got, not the first email.

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Traveler
July 13, 2016 at 4:01 PM

Stefan,

If I become aware that I have been corded, I simply get rid of it. I used to manually remove them, but now I ask my upstairs team to handle it and they do. It’s important to understand that there are two ends involved. One is connected to whomever/whatever is doing the cording and the other is at the receiving end. Both parties have to participate or it doesn’t work. This is usually done at a level below our conscious awareness.

I can feel the cords if I slowly pass my open hand with the palm side toward my body over each of my chakras, front and back (back is hard to reach in some places). If I feel any sensation as I pass my palm over the chakra, there is probably a cord there. My chakras are usually clear and I would not feel any energy connected with them when doing this particular test. My intention is what “sets” the detector to “on.”

I can also sometimes feel the cord as a kind of congestion in the chakra. The ones that attach to the back are the hardest to detect. There can also be multiple cords, coming from different sources, which is why I find it simpler to ask my team to handle it and fill the spaces with love. That last step is important, especially if you do this yourself, because if the space isn’t filled with love, it remains open and another cord is easily drawn to that location. Most people are not aware that they are cording others or that they are being used to cord others.

Sigh. It will be so nice to be beyond all of this!

Love,
Traveler

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MAK
July 9, 2016 at 4:13 PM

Thank You Traveler; There is an abundance of those who are giving information or as agreed “mis information’ that can cause much confusion.. Your clarification & sharing on what you find in the higher realms is dearly appreciated.
Love & Blessings,
Maria

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Linda
July 13, 2016 at 4:04 PM

It’s good to get out of the victim mentality and into our own power. We are not helpless in this, we are responsible where we put our focus, how we spend our energy, what we think. What do you want? Answering that question and laying the groundwork for it to happen is part of being a creator, a drop in a vast ocean, merging not as one but as one drop, as we become more consciously aware, and not unconscious, like a tumbleweed blowing in the wind, whichever way the wind blows, but instead being that wind, as we return to our power aligning with a more unified field of empowerment and love.

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Traveler
July 13, 2016 at 5:51 PM

Wow, I really like how you put that, Linda! I have been going through my own process around this outer world stuff and when I got to the place where I released all attachment to however any of it goes, I felt exactly like that. Tiny, rootless, and subject to being carried anywhere. I think you have put your finger on something very powerful. Thank you for expressing that!

Love,
Traveler

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