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August 13, 2016

The Waiting Game

As we drove into town today to do our weekly shopping trip, both my husband and I noticed that we felt even more remote from what we were passing through than we had even a week ago. This morning, I was aware of a tremendous acceleration taking place on the inner levels, and while I could focus on each task that presented as we did our shopping and got our haircuts, once I had moved on to the next step, once again, there was no persistence and no sense of it having occurred.

Many of the comments posted on this blog during the past week centered on what Storm has referred to as “the great wait.” I think we can all relate to that term, but HOW we relate to it is quite different. White Buffalo and Storm both relate to the way things have gone as a source of personal frustration, while I find myself totally at peace with the process. I have let go of waiting for anything because I am so rooted in the present, the most comfortable thing is for me to simply and fully deal with the step I am in, and when it is completed, to either simply “be” or move on to doing something else. It is all flow, and somehow when I am IN the flow, everything goes more smoothly and time becomes irrelevant.

I have not personally been able to relate to either the content or the emotional tone of these two member’s posts about “the great wait,” but when Rinda posted those links to “About ‘Vision‘,” and “Density 3.8” and I was finally able to go back and read them again, a lot became clear to me about the differences in our experiences and our relative perspectives.

“For those of the “special forces,” your job requires you to remain fairly close to density 3.0, so the most you will experience until after the evacuation is an oscillation around density 3.2. This is because your task requires you to interface with those who are oscillating around 3.0 most of the time. They will rise slightly as a result of your interaction with them, but all of you will remain closely tied to third density for now.

…  for those of the first and second waves, you may have already begun to notice a heightening of your physical senses and periodic moments in which you are content to simply stop and “be.” This is part of your “peeking” into fourth density. Perhaps you have already had moments in which you aren’t sure exactly where you are. You can still look around yourself and see the same objects and people, but there is a sense of being further away somehow, like you are seeing through a telescope or some kind of mechanism that allows you to peer in from another location, although you are not quite sure where that might be. This is very normal and typical of your present level of vibration.   

You might also find yourself less motivated by the things that used to motivate you. Fear is a great motivator, and as you move through your fears and your cellular memory is purged, fear ceases to motivate you. Instead you feel a certain confidence building within you. Your trust in the process is greatly increased because you have had so much recent evidence of the changes that you are going through it becomes harder to doubt. In fact, you could say that you are feeling progressively more relaxed and at ease, when compared to those around you. There is a loss of identification with what you used to define yourself by, and that may leave you feeling somewhat undefined at times. Get used to it.” (from “Density 3.8”)

White Buffalo and Storm self-identify as special forces personnel, while I consider myself part of the first wave, so it makes sense that we would be seeing and experiencing the process differently.

I also do not experience myself as waiting for anything in particular. I know where I end up, and I have lost interest in the details of how I get there or when. In the Private Message received on February 8, 2009 (page 471 in The Collected Works), the Hosts said:

“The word patience does not exist for us because it implies a condition of impatience, which is simply not part of our experience.

You will eventually be as we are. However, we cannot emphasize too strongly that this, too, is a process, one that will unfold across many of your years and endlessly after that. In some ways, when you leave 3D behind, you also leave behind all endings and beginnings that can be demarcated as such. Everything becomes flow and process. There are no such things as stand-alone goals. Everything is part of the flow and process, and the flow and process themselves are the experience.”

This is increasingly my experience now. Two days ago, my husband remarked, “This is the time of endings.” That really resonated with me, and the first example that came to mind was the present US Presidential campaign. The present system is so close to its natural end, the two major candidates we are being presented with are clearly the dregs at the bottom of a barrel that has been fully drained.

These ARE “The Last Days,” and as it says in that Message:

“The long experiment of the last 4.5 billion years is nearly over, and there really is not much new occurring now. All of it has been explored and allowed, but the novelty is running out. Apart from some scientific advances, there has not been anything new in many years, and the old institutions of government and law have nearly died of suffocation under the accumulation of so much human debris over the centuries.

Every generation, in seeking to correct the “errors” of the past, has compounded them with new errors. It is true that some people have been able to see past the dust of the stampeding masses, but most are blind and will remain that way, because they are not supposed to be any other way. Everything and everyone is just as they are supposed to be, so that every niche — every part of the drama — is fulfilled.

… Not everyone is going to the same place, and every niche will be filled, but not overfilled. No one is better or higher. Everyone exists so the Creator can experience all of the experiences that are possible within the parameters of a Creation. Even though stars are always being formed and planets being birthed, the parameters for this Creation have been fully explored, and so it is time for an entirely new Creation. Consciousness will be seeded across an entirely new landscape, but nothing of the old can be taken into the new except essence, so the effects that have been absorbed across the millennia must be neutralized and erased, and that is what is taking place now.”

I keep showing up and I will keep on showing up for as long as I am able to and it is required of me to do that. I do not feel impatience anymore, and I think that that, too, is a sign of where I am at in my transition:

“As your consciousness expands, it will affect everything else — your body, your surroundings, the quality of your interaction with your environment. You will begin to merge with the Mind of the Creator. You will experience the peace and serenity, the infinite spaciousness of that, and you will become that peace; you will become that spaciousness that is vast enough to hold it all within you — in love and without judgment. That is where you are going. That is the experience you are moving into, even now.

As you move forward within time, you will gradually stop caring about where you are going and when. The chatter and the impatience will simply fall away. You will feel when something is no longer appropriate for you — whether it is the clamor of the media, the noise of deepening conflict, or anything else that is not in keeping with this deep sense of peace and infinite space. When this occurs, simply let go and let God. Let the peace and spaciousness of the Creator become your field of play. Let go of anything that does not belong in that space.”“Ascension Is A Process, Part 2″

(I highly recommend re-reading this entire Message.)

I’d like to conclude with the quote that is on the page for August in the Power of Now wall calendar that hangs in my office and is next to me as I write this article:

“Give up waiting as a state of mind. When you catch yourself slipping into waiting, snap out of it. Come into the present moment. Just be, and enjoy being. So next time somebody says, ‘Sorry to have kept you waiting,’ you can reply, ‘That’s all right; I wasn’t waiting. I was just standing here enjoying myself — in joy in my self.’”  —Eckhart Tolle, The Power of Now

Love to all,
Traveler
traveler@anunorthodoxview.com

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36 Comments on “The Waiting Game

White buffalo
August 13, 2016 at 10:15 PM

Traveler,

I truly envy those whom can gleefully await the sunrise and don’t consider waiting as waiting. In fact I am little jealous of such unneeded time. And I myself, every chance I get, simply stop and exist and just be. Feels good. When I get the chance I very much enjoy for the first time in my life not having to be doing anything, proving anything or completing anything. I thank the creator for the moments that I can just stop and just be.

But because of this particular 3D status here in Madville there is not a lot of time for some of us to just ” stand ” around and ” wait ” and ” be ” because this particular 3D human domain doesn’t always allow it. And I also admire every one who has kept their world together enough to just get up every day, stand there and ” be “.

But there are some of us whom have ” been ” as long as we have wanted to ” be ” and long ago just wanted the ” being ” in the 3D envelope to conclude so we can join our friends on 4D Terra. In my case it is precisely the majority of the 3D envelope that is the reason for my not wanting to ” be “. Some of us have fully resonated with Terra for brief periods and simply want the transition to complete whether we call it waiting or not. It is basically everything in the 3D human domain that makes waiting utterly undesirable no matter how we split the meaning of ” waiting “.

I feel like it is my longing for the 4D Terra and my total expiration of 3D earth that makes my tour seem like a sentence instead of a life and I have many beautiful people that love me. I have had many, last look arounds, and because of my past and present personal journey wanting a new beginning with my fellow travelers on Terra dominates my concous and subconcous mind automatically.

I am glad for every one enjoying their wait as per the Host instructions but it might not be that easy for every one. I am also envious if Mr. Tolle can just sit around and ” be ” . I think the more one can just ” be ” the better they are but unless I’m seeing things wrong it is the majority of the 3D environment that is exactly why I don’t care to just ” be “. Here.

I don’t feel like I’m fighting anything but I have had my take of the 3D human domain.

Getting me to joyfully have more patience at this point will be difficult. I don’t know how one can long for Terra, keep doing the 3D tour every day and joyfully have patience forever. It is only because we have had the patience of Job that were still here today with some sanity left. Some of us still have so much 3D duty we simply want it over and we really don’t have time to just ” be ” very often because of the uncomfortably disturbing chaotic 3D envelope.

It might be that some of us have had such a 3D tour that the only thing we are interested in is just ” being ” on Terra with our loved ones away from this whole 3D environment. This place is not for everybody and won’t be. Hats off to everyone that can joyfully ” be “. All of the people that I know today that seem to be enjoying just being are only that way because they have not slowed down their life enough to ” look ” so they are joyfully waiting only because they don’t have a monkeys clue as to the approaching storm. If you are informed and can joyfully wait you are a master.

There are a lot of well meaning people who chose to just ” be ” instead of ” look ” that will be overwhelmed .

Thank you traveler for another topic.

Love to all,

Bill

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Traveler
August 14, 2016 at 8:05 AM

Bill, I am not “gleefully” waiting. I am at peace and do not experience myself as waiting because I am fully present, fully engaged with exactly where I am and with whatever it is that I am doing.

I “do” a lot these days. My workload has expanded and I put in 12-hour days during the week. On weekends, my time is pretty much taken up with household matters, and it’s only then that we can sit together on the futon lounger and just “be” for a few minutes. However, even when I am DOING, I am coming from a place of surrender, calm focus, and a feeling of confidence in the overall process I am engaging with.

I expend a whole lot less energy to accomplish anything these days because I have almost no resistance left in me. It becomes “just taking care of business” and the reward is my feeling of competency in doing everything better, smarter, and more efficiently, without stressing over any of it.

You are exactly the way you are supposed to be, and reading those passages helped me grasp that more fully.

I am finding it interesting that my work is bringing me into contact with so many people who are NOT Terra-bound, but are good people, trying to help others in their own way, and seeing life through so many different perspectives. I am having my own little mini-world of diversity through the books I work on, and am enjoying it now that I have fully entered it. I am so tied up during the week, weekends are the only time I have the energy and time to write another piece for the blog. I stay in the flow as much as I can and things go more smoothly that way.

Love,
Traveler

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White buffalo
August 14, 2016 at 10:35 AM

Traveler,

Good morning and thank you. We have missed the flood so far. I feel blessed .

Bill

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Daniel Novotny
August 14, 2016 at 7:17 PM

Traveler,

I can resonate with this post. When I texted a friend of mine about my problems (I don’t want to expose the problems to the Internet but they have to do a lot with “endings”) she replied that one word seems to be the response: “flow”. We are both Czech and the SMS was in Czech, but she wrote the word “flow” in English, because that way it can have different conotations and extended meanings. I saw the word in yout post: seems like a signal 🙂

When we go with the flow, we don’t have to be frustrated by waiting: we just “are”. 🙂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaGLVS5b_ZY

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White buffalo
August 15, 2016 at 12:29 AM

Traveler,

In the February 10, 2001 message, The Splitting of the Worlds, at the bottom it states,
Most of you are tired of waiting for something better.

That was 15 years ago and I am tired soul. I hope I have not taken away from the meaning or your purpose of this wonderful site. It was not my intentions to come accross as a traveling complainer but I thought you would want to know how each one of felt just for the understanding . Many times your post help me understand myself .

The Host were very accurate 15 years ago when they read some of us as ” tired “. Some of us today are really tired. It is important for every one to know that it has been your patience, leadership and understanding that has allowed me to keep going and will be forever grateful for your unending support.

I , like your self, am now enjoying a much smoother operating mode in the field as though 90 percent of the energy I was previously useing to get the job done was fighting my self and constantly trying to prove a point. All of that is over with and the days pass much easier and the time truly does pass without notice. A huge improvement over the previous 36 years and it is a profound enough change for me to stop and be thankful for the gift of the emotional clearings. I can’t imagine me trying to do what I do today with the old mind set.

One of the other messages said something about it would be almost impossible to stay separated from the all of the different energys involved in a work environment . That is doubly true on a construction project. There are days when despite my radically easier operating mode it takes the strength of Hercules to go on because of some of the unavoidable chaotic energy challenges among the work force and leadership. A totally calm and grounded work force would be pleasant for the entire crew. But if there are 3 disgruntled energys and one calm and grounded it can be a long day for the one despite the ones attitude advancements .

I am not saying any of this justifys the content or tone of my post, I just thought this might add clarity to my messages.

With the highest love and respect,

Bill

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Linda
August 15, 2016 at 10:36 AM

For me the process has involved stages of emotions. Taken high up with the first volume of messages, staying there, only having a little dip with the first ‘Change in Plans’ then the private up dates, were up and down, or should I say my emotions were, the gloss of the shinning jewel of promise not so glossy anymore, to today, a kind of flat line of no overly exciting expectations but not really waiting, all waiting bled out of me. I think it is quite normal, on this roller coaster ride, to have the ups and downs of emotion. Terra is an amazing prospect and promise, especially in contrast to this 3D world as it is now.

I am reluctant to define what stage I am in, a holding patter?, waiting? a place of no belief in anything? Mostly I am in a place that involves living in the moment, all high expectations behind me, all disappointment behind me (of course it is natural to have a few twinges of those emotions) but I am kind of back to where I was before I read the messages, living a life in a limited environment in a crazy unbalanced world which has a few nice distractions from the craziness.

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White buffalo
August 15, 2016 at 2:31 PM

Linda,

Very well put. I share some of what you stated with you. It’s mostly my job that is difficult to get through on a standard day. I can see with my new ease-of-life operating mode that I could probably be content for a long time just ” being ” without my job or another enjoyable job but I am way to late in life to start over with something new so I just keep on going. Year after year.

Because of the emotional clearings I have only recently been abel to actually enjoy my work when there is just me and another worker. The disturbing personal energys, the heat and humidity and the nature of concrete construction it self for 4 decades has really taken its toll on my spirit. This livelihood of mine is challenging and I am really looking forward to a long long rest where any and all negativity of any kind is gone. History.

Major disappointments of any kind are magnified immensely because of my current operating conditions at work. I don’t know of a single soul who could have done my tour without wanting it over and pondering when is the end. You would have to be superman to want to continue.

People that are able to earn a living without having to deal with a lot of other people’s energy would really be a huge relief for me in these last days. I can envision my self thinking and feeling just like you and traveler under those conditions. Get up, be helpful in the world and just let things play out. I would love that but I can’t see it happening in this earth age.

Thank you for your input.

Bill

Bill

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Marissa
August 15, 2016 at 10:28 PM

The more you engage in waiting, the more the Universe will serve up “waiting”; paradoxically on top of that, time will go much slower.

I gave up waiting a while back and got on with my life. The timeline I am on is in one sense the end of days because it is time for major restructuring. But it is not Armageddon either. All civilizations go through some major change from 3rd to 4th density but only on this planet is the separation from source so massive. Do remember the fundamental rules of creation: (1) no one is here really (you are essentially dealing with people as your creations as they reflect your energy back to you) and (2) you have the reins. If you want to be in a very different reality, start living as though you are already there. The Universe will then place you right there. It is that simple although most of us struggle because we think it can’t be that simple. Life in a physical reality is all about fundamental beliefs; change those beliefs a 100% and the world is your oyster.

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Traveler
August 16, 2016 at 4:06 PM

Marissa, totally right on! One of my favorite sayings is, “Where the attention goes, the energy flows.” Extraterrestrial Earth Mission pointed out that when “the universe” sees that you are fascinated with something, it assumes that you want more of it (in this case “waiting”), so it gives you more of what you are fascinated with.

Love,
Traveler

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White buffalo
August 16, 2016 at 9:35 PM

Traveler and Marrisa,

Love you both.

I don’t feel in any way that I am focused on waiting. My waiting is not by chose. I stay busy, stop and smell the roses but simply want this portion of my reality
over with. Tired times two. I have so many people that depend on me and love me but some humans should have to go through what they do. That’s all I am saying. There now an estimated 100 million people in this country that are out of work. The suffering is immense here and globally.

I had and have structured the majority of my recent life and operating decisions on simply not being here. That is the faith I have had and still have in this encredible story being created on our journey to Terra. I have been mystified and touched with every message. But none of my plan included me being here right now so the problems are many including my coworkers making fun of my continued presence in their world singing the same song. I now know what Noah put up with . People walked by him forever telling him he was nuts.

My faith in the messages, the messenger, and the messengers advisors is solid and unalterable. Traveler has never posted anything that I ever even questioned. But my fascination with the current status of everything except all of my love ones is less than zero. I am still here I am now facing some consequences of still being here on top of and at the end of a long long journey. Because of my own personal journey and the many wrong decisions I made along the way I can’t imagine being fascinated at this point in my life.

If my personal length of time here was based on my fascination with this place I would have long been gone. Can’t imagine someone fascinated with the human domain on this planet at this moment. The entire planet and the entire life kingdom on it and the heavens are fascinating beyond description .

But the human domain is operating at the edge of complete self annihilation with no future at all for anyone and our entire mission is based on just that. I am operating under the assumption that those fascinated at the moment with the human domain are beautiful happy uninformed people that I truly envy. I truly wish I could join them now.

If someone tapped me on shoulder and told me that my time is up, bring your loved ones and come on. I would probably collapse from so much joy. Please advise any one you know that I am fascinated with Terra.

Love,

White buffalo

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Dominique
August 17, 2016 at 1:49 AM

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Terry Clifford
August 17, 2016 at 12:14 PM

Traveler

Clearly some of us are waiting and some of us are not. Does that mean that the universe is paying more attention to those that are waiting, thereby delaying the evacuation? Makes no sense to me.

I found OT in 2002. Not long after, can’t remember exactly when, the Hosts said ” there is no time to start something new”. Since then I have started many new things.

You have said many times ” be ready for anything, expect nothing in particular”. I have tried to live by that but have found it has changed into ” if it happens then I’ll believe it”

Love
Terry

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Traveler
August 17, 2016 at 2:10 PM

Terry, one of the features of where I am at these days is that I have thrown out pretty much everything I used to believe and all of the “rules” that went with those beliefs (wall pop). My primary practice these days is to remain firmly rooted in the present, maintain an attitude of mild curiosity and wonder toward whatever may show up, love the mystery of it, and be grateful for everything I have.

I only quoted those aphorisms and perspectives because they supported Marissa’s statements, which I tend to agree with in terms of the dynamics. However, from the perspective that we are really active projections of our Oversoul, not separated from it, whatever thoughts we have originate there — at the level of the Oversoul — and are in keeping with the overall design and plan for our existence here, in these bodies.

In my present understanding, there is only ONE “cause” for everything that exists. I use the term Infinite Beingness for It, but one could also call it “the universe,” the Creator, Source, etc. The names don’t matter as much as the relationship we have with It. We are ALWAYS “effect,” not “cause,” and in that sense we are just the instruments through which the larger plan and design are carried out.

As Azekiel pointed out in his experience of Ocean:

“EVERY single thing that happened was an EFFECT or a RESULT of OCEAN’S ACTION. This is hard to explain, but nothing happens or manifests that isn’t a result of Ocean’s will and action. It’s extremely simple – everything I saw was Ocean in action and NOTHING ELSE. There were people in the street, but they were Ocean in manifestation, not some kind of separate entities that have free will. Free will doesn’t exist, only thing that exists is the will of the Ocean, whatever the manifestation is — human or a mountain.

I saw that all the motion that was happening was scripted and I in the connection with the Ocean knew the script, and how everything moves on the scenes. Every single detail is simply just happening as the Ocean wants it to, it’s total impossibility for anything to happen that isn’t part of the script.

…I know that to “normal” people what I have said here sounds crazy and I would not even try to attempt to describe to them what my experience was like. I believe that at least some people have benefit from me sharing this because of the clearing work that has enabled them to understand it at some level. Full understanding and “A-ha” moment will come only with direct experience. There is no way around it.

What strikes me as ironic is that once one is experiencing this Ocean of Consciousness one realizes that Its nature is baby simple, but to the veiled entities it appears mysterious and complicated. Sananda didn’t say in vain that to enter the Kingdom one has to become like child. Ocean’s basic nature is the most simple and most natural way of being there is, complexity comes in It’s creations, but the base on which all of it is built is extremely simple and there is this childlike simplicity to it.

Ocean is not a human being and therefore doesn’t perceive like humans do. It doesn’t have emotions or moral code — it is everywhere and in everything and it is everywhere and everything. Everything is under Its total, absolute control at all times, and there are no uncertainties or surprises because Ocean knows everything and is everything. Ocean is the CAUSE of everything at all times — this is extremely important to keep in mind. What we might perceive as uncertainties or surprises are nothing but effects of Ocean’s actions.”

As far as I am concerned, this is the most accurate, succinct, and accurate statement of “how it is” that I have ever come across. Everything that arises as questions in our minds are part of what propels us forward in our seeking and enables us to fulfill the script for our lives as it was created to occur by our Oversoul. Our Oversoul created us exactly as we are to fulfill a “slot” that needed to be fulfilled in order to complete the whole. It still originated with Ocean/Infinite Beingness, and everything that exists or occurs—on all levels of being—exists and occurs because it’s the will of Ocean/Infinite Beingness to bring it forth.

My own personal perspective is that each of us has been taken through a process that led us to first engage with the wisdom of the Hosts, and then to wean ourselves of our dependence on them, so that we can become more independent and sovereign and become more like they are. In reading what you wrote, I recognized that I DO live by “be ready for anything, expecting nothing in particular,” but what has changed in my relationship to those words is that the implied vigilance has gone out of the equation and been replaced by a general sense of trust in the process and seeking inner peace and harmony at all times. I am more fond these days of “Love the mystery, live the question,” which I have never seen written anywhere. I just coined it now because it expresses my current attitude toward my life.

As for your, “If it happens, then I’ll believe it,” all I can say is that, for me, I KNOW I end up on Terra with Adir, so I don’t need any proof of that. HOW and WHEN remain the questions of the day, but I truly feel at peace and in trust with the entire process, and I really don’t care much about the details. I do prefer being comfortable to suffering, and I would say I have done more than enough of the suffering part, but as to the how and when, I already have accepted that it will be perfect — at the perfect time and in the perfect way, when all elements are taken into account.

When Sananda fully entered my body on an Easter Sunday in the early ’80s, he let me see others as HE saw them. In HIS eyes, they were all perfect, exactly was they were. I wept for hours afterward from the intensity of that experience, from the intensity and completeness of that degree of unconditional, nonjudgmental love. I could not understand it, but I have never forgotten it, and while I am still oscillating back and forth between being that way and being a veiled human being with places in me that are still being healed, it is making much more sense to me now that I am so much closer to manifesting as that kind of being — one that sees correctly, from a state of full connection.

Ironically, this week I am completing the editing phase of a book called “How Old Is Your Soul?” by Alyssa Malehorn. There are a few things in the book that I do not align with, because it takes a very linear view of soul progression and doesn’t take simultaneity into account, but I totally resonate with her definition of enlightenment as “perceiving reality accurately.” I have never seen that view expressed anywhere else except in the Messages, and the Hosts don’t use the term “enlightenment.” Instead they use the terms full connection and/or full consciousness. However, I do think that we ultimately WILL come to see correctly, and when we do, it won’t matter what scenery is around us.

I will be writing more about what the “ball of light” appears to have been about when I get past it, on the weekend. I do think the journey is the experience and there are not words enough to describe it so that it will be true for everyone who reads them. The Hosts stopped talking awhile ago for just that reason. I hear from them mainly as wall pops, and on Monday, I received a direct perception of a shift I went through and did not need words to understand it for what it was. I am still “prepared for anything, expecting nothing,” but it’s a much more relaxed way of being than I understood it to be before.

Love,
Traveler

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White buffalo
August 18, 2016 at 8:37 PM

Traveler,

You stated:
However, I do think that we ultimately WILL come to see correctly and when we do it won’t matter what scenery Is around us.

Henry Thoreau Its not what we look at that matters, it’s what we see.

Maybe that is what he meant.

Bill

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White buffalo
August 17, 2016 at 9:16 PM

Traveler ,

Thank you, that was probably very helpful to all that read it. The Ocean example of creation is good and that is an easy concept that others will understand and I totally agree with it.

I also agree with your overall assesment of how we are suppose to ” be ” and I am going through the ” letting go ” process my self and find myself more and more just living in the moment without worrying about the past or the future. This state of blissful concousness is much more common when I am alone, or with a quite mannered friend.

This tranquil state of concousness is simply unachievable and unfitting under our common work environment . But it doesn’t have to be achievable all of the time right now. I know when my transition is complete all tensions will cease to be. This doesn’t mean I won’t have to do anything, it just means when I am in total connection it will not be experienced as work at all , just joyously helping others and enjoying all of it.

Much like what you and I are experiencing now. It’s just that now we have these human periods where sorrow and emotional pain surface and almost crush us. Those are the times I just am just wanting all of it to complete. Partly exhaustion and partly because I have simply had all of the 3D scene I want to see. I no longer view this as exciting, curiously, or wondering and don’t care to much about having to go through life expecting anything either like a in war zone. To old, to tired and to depleted to live being ” prepared for anything ” . Like a combat zone. I have had all of the surprise trials and tribulations I can do. I sometimes I think Ascension comes from total mental exhaustion of the process where you are mentally subdued to the point where you are so numb you only have the energy to focus in the moment.

I to am confident I end up on Terra and don’t even ponder these last details of my journey as a traveler or as a SF operator leading people to a pick up point. I have known for a while that these details aren’t even my job to know right now but I do know it will all be handled as correctly and smoothly as possible and I have total faith in my overhead commanders. I only casually ponder ” how ” because I have complete faith in the Host. It is the ” when ” that I can’t help but pray for .

It may be each one of our total current conditions that determines the degree that each one of us ponders the ” when “. For instance if you are okay with your life and job and in a stabile environment with everything under control and have what you need you probably wouldn’t mind just dieing of old age and never even pondering the ” when ” or even care if ever showed up. Why would you ? Just let things play out and if it materializes before you die of old age great and if it doesn’t great.

I am not sure how many of us are in that bracket but I would consider it a wonderful place to be psychologically at this time. There has to be more people like Marrisa on this blog that just joyously experience every day without even pondering the journey to Terra. I can see that and envy that. Maybe just one day wake up on Terra. Or not.

I think there are a lot of people that resonated with the Host messages because this current life has depleted their desire to stay on this plain, however that is put into words. It was the ending of this earth age and beginning of a new and better world that captured my heart and soul and brought tears to my eyes when I read the messages. That has been my overview of the messages that gave me the strength to keep going.

Every hint of it not happening or being postponed has been received with complete and unimaginable sadness and grief. There wasn’t any talk in the messages of learning and conditioning myself to accept and enjoy what I see around me here or I would not have read past the first 3 messages.

However, because of the Host and the work they have done on me I am now able to accept my current status while I wait much easier than I thought I would be able to even at work. I mean to the point of generating wonder in how it could have happened. I also have a greater appreciation for even the smallest things in life. I have never been the kind to need any toys of any kind anyway and don’t have any. And now I seem to appreciate just coming home and ” being ” with hope one day of being able to just stop the show and rest for eternity without even having to ponder a transition.

I don’t think there will ever be a more accurate definition of enlightenment than you stated. Perfect.

Thank you for this perspective.

White buffalo

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Daniel Novotny
August 18, 2016 at 10:15 AM

Seems that the “ball of light” is, at least from my perspective, some sort of final or near-final untanglement between the STS and STO polarities. Judging from the “adventures” that happen to me now. (Again, no details, this is public for the entire Internet.)

Love,

Daniel

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Traveler
August 18, 2016 at 10:37 AM

Daniel,

That has certainly been true for me this week, and it’s nice to know that I am not the only one experiencing this.

On Saturday, I received an invitation to bid on a freelance job that looked interesting, except that there was not enough information given to allow me to price my bid properly and the price being offered was way too low. I responded to the invitation using the stated budget and asked for more information so I could bid it properly. Without going through all the steps that followed, on Monday I withdrew from the negotiations and found myself corded in the first four chakras and under psychic attack, so I asked for assistance and a shield (which I was given). I am quite sure that the woman is being used by high-ranking STS entities, and may be one herself. I was surprised that this happened now, as I had thought those kinds of untanglements had been completed a while ago. I certainly haven’t experienced anything like this recently until now.

The whole thing brought up a tremendous amount of old energy, so I concluded that it was all scripted to happen, and it was supposed to catalyze the clearings that followed. It also cleared something else, which was the constant anxiety about finances I have carried since I became ill and disabled in February 1984. I experienced a shift that was like being let out of prison, and I have felt much more quiet inside ever since. I still feel a lot of things being released internally, and my approach has been to surrender into the process and let it move on its own.

Thanks for offering that observation. It is very confirmational for me.

Love,
Traveler

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Daniel Novotny
August 19, 2016 at 6:49 AM

Hello Traveler,

For me, also, it is comforting that I am not the only one experiencing this. It seems that the reason I was “uncompatible” on the Family Forums in 2007 was, that I was still entangled with the opposite polarity very much and the untanglements happened from 2008 till now.

Yesterday I experienced very strong cleansing. I am curious what happens on 20th when your “ball of light” vision ends… I can’t guess anything in particular.

Love,

Daniel

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White buffalo
August 19, 2016 at 10:10 PM

Daniel,

It has been a long journey hasn’t it ? Most of us on here are traveling through time experiencing a lot of the same feelings, wonder and puzzlement. It is only because of traveler that we found each other. Well, I meant traveler and freinds. Because this is such an unorthodox trip there are just not very many of us that found our way here. I have always wondered about those traveling with us that do not know the reason for the symptoms they are having. Do they wonder what’s wrong with them ?

It is truly a strange tour.

Highest respect,

Bill

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Rinda
August 20, 2016 at 10:18 AM

Daniel, Marissa, Traveler, Everyone,

In my experience throughout this “ball of light” I have had every experience that has been spoken of here.

I have had the shift of perception that Traveler has spoken about in regards to finances. Which brought about a similar feeling of freedom that had been previously unavailable to me. I have had emotional clearings on a personal relationship level that I had been “untangling” for years. I have had the understanding David talks about with the last un-entanglements from those of the STS polarity.

I have had the further completion of my own waiting game and am now simply riding the wave to see how this final clearing will affect myself and those around me. As much as I thought that that is where I was, I also realize that for every clearing there will always be a deeper one, another level deeper.

One of the biggest freedoms for me, besides financial, has to do with my family. I have always had a very very deep seated fear about whom would and would not be going. To the point that I was actually starting to worry that I would not be able to shake it even at the same time I realize that this too would be impossible NOT to clear. These past days have really shaken it loose for me and it is nearly completely cleared for me. I can feel the last threads loosening and I am thankful and grateful for this.

Very personal and deep clearings that give the sense that the threads are nearly untangled and that weather this is the ‘real’ end or not, I am more on my way then I ever have and I am sensing perceptual changes in myself that lead me to understand that I am nearly ‘there’. Where ever ‘there’ is lol. Of course ‘there’ is Terra, I only mean that I have been able to further let go of how it will be and how I am getting there energies and am deeper into the flow of realizing that ‘getting there’ will only happen through allowing myself to simply ‘be’ there. Pretty much what Marissa posted

I am suspect that many of us all here have similar feelings/clearing and we are all, in our own perception, much closer to Terra then we had ever dared hold our breath for. Although now that I have said that, I must say that the very act of holding the breath brings with it stagnation of energy and a build up for which there must be an outlet at some point.

Last night the electricity went out here right before I was going to post. Hubby and I ended up out on the back porch just soaking up moon light and just being with each other. While sitting there, I experienced one of the most profound shifts that I have had yet.

I could feel all of us of the OP incarnated on the planet at this point. I could feel all of our energies connecting and how closely we are connected even though it may seem we are separated by what appear to be great distances. I could sense the energies of our vibrational level combining and creating a web of light connecting us and raising the vibration of our planet. And how that anchoring of light is changing the perceptions of the entire world in one way or another. We are one and while not one of us really needs to be ‘told’ this, for the space of this moment however, it holds the power to unite us further in our mission here on earth. The last vestiges of the threads of entanglement are being thrown off and we are aware of what we are here to do and become in regard to our planet. We have successfully anchored the change we wish to see, simply by being here, on the planet at this precise moment. We have agreed to come here, experience what we each have individually in order to further the ascension of our Earth, for the good of all and to complete what was started so very long ago. The very experiences we each have in each moment of each day ARE the completion. They are the release of all that needs releasing to bring ourselves and all who are to make the journey to Terra. The Earth is ready. We are ready. All is in place. There is nothing that is outside of perfection. Realizing that our vision is already clear enough for this to be our experience in every moment is where we ARE.

We are not GOING anywhere.

We are already here.

~ Rinda

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Storm
August 18, 2016 at 11:57 AM

I’m fascinated with space, life int its infinite diversity, workings and interactions of universe(s), “dimensions”, realities. I fail to see how could this attract any waits or delays…

Bill, I’m also facing consequences of me still being here, but more to the point, consequences of still doing nothing worthwhile that I could focus upon, and sadly all that is in spite of me being “guided” to not address these issues now because “time is too short”, I guess. Yeah, right.

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White buffalo
August 18, 2016 at 1:26 PM

Storm,

Amen. Good to here from ya. It’s like we’re constantly in a crazy psychic tug-a-war about what to do about many things. Just another transition phase I guess that has to be endured. As far as I am concerned it has to be this right until we are ship bound. That is when, outside our tour guiding chores, we will be able to realize on the concous level that we weren’t dreaming, like thimble .

Something happened down south with my friends. The tremendous flooding has sent thousands of alligators into the neighborhoods . Not a problem for grounded people but one of our friends called because she said she can’t handle them all around her house.

Crazy world.

Bill

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White buffalo
August 19, 2016 at 8:08 AM

To all on board,

The degree of absence of malice in ALL of the world leadership would fill an entire book 6″ thick.

If you were to call back to earth all of the greatest thinkers that ever lived or living on this planet ( Plato, Aristotle and the like ) and ask them to design an operating format for any country or any planet that is guaranteed to self destruct, this is what they would come up with. ” Simply pay people to breed and support breeding with all of your available resources. ”

Bill

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Traveler
August 19, 2016 at 11:59 AM

Bill,
I don’t understand your first sentence. ABSENCE of malice?

As for your second paragraph, I have dismissed ALL of the proposed solutions I have seen so far because NONE of them talk about reducing and maintaining population levels to the 500 million to 1 billion generally regarded as sustainable for the planet over the longer term. Technology will not save us from ourselves.

I see it all as part of the winding up of this cycle of Creation, and that great (apparent) destruction MUST occur in order to clear the way for something new and better, even if it’s here on this same surface and density.

In the prescient cult classic, They Live, the subliminal message broadcast everywhere was “Obey. Breed. Consume.” That’s one of the major ways that Terra will establish a different pattern. No life form will come into existence except in keeping with the needs of the whole. See “Sexuality and Reproduction — Terra Style” for more detail on this.

Love,
Traveler

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White buffalo
August 19, 2016 at 8:40 PM

Traveler,

I was trying to indicate that my view of all of the world governments is that they have all shown a lack of genuine leadership but I use the phrase wrong. That is why you didn’t understand it.

If some benevolent force could have accurately communicated with the world population there may have been way to stop the breeding and let the population decrease on its own but the majority of the public wouldn’t even understand the need to do it or accept it as necessary . So there is a high possibility that there is simply no other way to do it.

Had no idea about the movie. Watched some of it already . Thank you.

Vladimir Putin does not get near queen Elizabeth because he has seen her shape shift. There is some evidence that at least some people have no conscious recall of the period that they are reptilian whether it is a short or long period . It’s a strange world.

Bill

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Marissa Carter
August 20, 2016 at 11:20 AM

Bill,

the theory that our massive technological progress is equivalent to a very serious disease in human society is discussed in the novel “The Three-body Problem” by Cixin Liu; the English version came out recently. It’s a deeply moving book.

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White buffalo
August 20, 2016 at 9:30 PM

Marrisa,

Thank you. Hope to process it. If you have time I would love your briefing on the book. Sometimes a foreword or briefing can expedite my draw to a report of book.

Where are you today ?

Love,

Bill

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Daniel Novotny
August 23, 2016 at 8:00 AM

Marissa,

This pressure for change is most apparent in the software industry. Even if it is often not “progress”, but “a change just for sake of a change”, which is insane.

Love,

Daniel

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Storm
August 23, 2016 at 10:41 AM

Daniel, are you working in I.T.?

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White buffalo
August 21, 2016 at 1:06 PM

Good morning fellow travelers,

Thank you Rinda, Dominique and fellow travelers for your time

While were on idle “waiting ” for the light story I just felt like passing a useful bit of research that my close friend and I found many years ago concerning preservatives. This is just for understanding but it does apply to a lot of current problems. Feasibility

When ever I can I like to pass to the world my friends understanding of some of the problems staring humanity in face both then and now and some possible solutions. Because he was “effective ” in teaching people the truth about many ” freeing ” subjects they terminated his costume. He stood for the majority of everything we discuss here but don’t feel it necessary to honor him daily.

Our relationship was tight with no lose ends left to mend when they deleted him. I was crushed at his departure and confused because he was a military scientist and his brother had some CIA time so we had already discussed what ” not ” to do. And he did it anyway and paid the ultimate price. There were many reasons he was a much more valuable target than me. We both knew our time could be limited here if we kept telling the truth in this manor. So I honor my friend by keeping his work alive to possibly help keep us alive.

Research topics of over the years included military hardware, energy,
flight, environmental issues and food and water and highly advanced floating real estate that is I still keep classified today. The advantages of floating real estate down here in Waterville are obviously many ! A doctor of engineering said it was the only earthquake proof home he had ever investigated when properly located.

Although a lot has been added to the understanding of all of the subject matters we discussed in terms of knowledge since he went back home but these newest revelations changed only one of the many conclusions we reached.

The vast majority of the time he was the teacher and I was the student in every field except the science of concrete construction.
I run into that situation a lot !

Back to preservatives. It was one of many disappointing conclusions that we arrived at while searching for answers to these important issues facing the human domain. There may be advancements in the preservative field now but not then.

We didn’t explore many options to preservatives, only the use of them. In short it only came down to, like it usually does, ” feasibility ”

It was first determined the degree that preservatives were bad to put in a human or any animal body in any manor. Because of his medical school training he understood the problem on a doctoral level, in detail. Then we went on to why we use preservatives.

It was determined at that time years ago that even if the thousands of products that have preservatives could be made without the chemicals the labor, shipping, restocking, inventory management, and such made it completely undoable. In brief a twinky was 90 percent higher. Some products would be recycled on the shelves from 2 to 9 times before they sold making them sometimes 300 percent higher.

So even if the replacement products were free it was not feasible to keep them fresh by physically exchanging them.

Just for thought.

One other note. I want to pause and also apologize for my sometimes inaccurate spelling, grammar , sentence structure, tone and such but seldom the content. Also sometimes I will casually use an ancient popular quote or philosophy without giving the originator credit just assuming the reader knows it’s not mine. This is only me being lazy, not trying to impress anyone or plagiarize

Many times I use what, I thought at the time of posting, a phrase or word that I thought I made up only to find it later in cyber world. One scientist thinks it is impossible to find out exactly who actually created something first because even with with the best AI search engines one is only finding out what was posted first not necessarily who coined it. Many imaginative people will coin a word, idea or phrase and not put it into cyber world for years. So who knows where an individual’s thoughts come from and in what sequence did they actually materialize ?

In some of my most recent messaging to cyber world some of what I thought were my original phrases, ideas or words I actually found them later in Ashtars communications with this planet. The details of the discoverys were touching because the non-typical issues were very identifying .

At the conclusion of processing this strange phenomenon it took a while to untangle what happened, how it happened and what it could possibly mean. Still not untangled.

My concous mind had never been exposed to these Ashtars transmissions. How and why did they surface in my mind ? Stunned to see the detailed similaritys. Don’t really understand how this happens It just seemed like I had to have been exposed to that material either in a briefing, reading it or both and just don’t remember it. Knowing of mind wipe is one thing. Experiencing it is another. Way to many detailed similarities, to many times to excuse as coincidence. The oddity of the phrases and timing make the odds of coincidence remote.

Bill

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Traveler
August 21, 2016 at 1:29 PM

Bill, this seems totally off-topic and irrelevant to our focus on this site. While it is not technically a violation of the rules, I was seriously considering eliminating it because it rambles a great deal and doesn’t contribute much to our understanding of the themes we are discussing here, in my opinion. Please attempt to remain focused and on topic. I would greatly appreciate that.

The article you say you are waiting for has already been posted. I called it “Escape Velocity.”

Traveler

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Stefan
August 23, 2016 at 11:43 AM

Dear Bill,

You often do mention the Ashtar Channelings. Are you aware, that the channeling beings are part of the “Galactic Federation of Light” which is a grouping of negative polarity beings?

The negative polarity side especially targets us wanderers. The Jeshua channelings I posted once also seem to be of this deceiving kind.

I have made the experience that when I open up to such channelings these beings are able to project thought-forms or a distorted view of reality into the heads of the reader. This leads to giving away power to such scriptures respectively the beings which stand behind them. They work with concepts that seem to be logical or accepted by a wide range of the population like karma.

I urge you to double check what you read from the Ashtar channelings. Also I do want to state that any written or spoken material can at best reflect truth and point to it, the living truth is only what we experience in the present moment.

Love,
Stefan

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Marissa Carter
August 21, 2016 at 4:19 PM

Bill,

I am traveling up and down the East Coast.

” Hope to process it. If you have time I would love your briefing on the book. Sometimes a foreword or briefing can expedite my draw to a report of book.”

It is the first novel of a trilogy all of which have now been translated into English. No spoiler alerts but I would say go into the book with an open mind and let it speak to you. Each reader will experience resonance or synchronicities with themes that are pertinent. Generally, when you let the external world control your thoughts and processes, your energy is diminished. When you let the external world go it expands. The more you focus on something the more the Universe will engage you with it.

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White buffalo
August 22, 2016 at 6:23 PM

Traveler,

My post was created after I checked for a new topic. I concluded it , sent it and then found the new post. It is okay for you to just not post what I write. I will understand.

Please forgive.

Love ,

Bill

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Traveler
August 22, 2016 at 8:11 PM

Bill, just stay on topic and do not bring in irrelevant material. I also would like it better if you replied to me, not Marissa, as I am the one you are talking to. There is nothing to forgive. You didn’t offend me personally. You just brought chaotic energy into this blog and I prefer order to chaos.

Love,
Traveler

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Marissa Carter
August 23, 2016 at 12:02 PM

Daniel,

so right! Getting harder to retain older programs that had were so much easier to use.

Marissa

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